Week One: The Travel Begins

Countries: Guatemala

Distance from Yam: 614.5km

Transport: Buses, buses, buses

I’m beginning my Travel Tales from a bus that’s currently zooming through Guatemala. I’ve been told the buses are bad but so far they are just a little crammed + always take longer than the people say. The first day of travel was crazy but I’m hoping it calms down for the rest of the trip.

Day 1

We were up till 12:30 sorting + packing things then awake at 4:30 to head off. There were more tears (of course) as well as me somehow getting water on my phone during my panic to wash up so having to take it travelling in a little pot filled with rice. When we stepped outside we saw the kids had written C + G on the wall which broke me even more as well as the fact Mercedes came and gave us pupusas + cried with us before we headed up to the bus stop to begin 6 weeks of travel. I was a wreck on the bus but luckily Giselle was there to comfort me before we both journaled for almost the entire journey. Once we reached Santa Rosa it was off to Texaco for the free bathroom before another bus, this time a small one where we were sat at the back. I have to admit that I was dead on my feet that day. I don’t remember where we got off but I purchased an orange juice to soothe my pain + it was back on another little bus, this one fit with 3 babies. The journey was slow at first as we were stuck in traffic which was one of the most uncomfortable I’ve ever been: swear dripping down my face, a baby next to me + feeling so exhausted I kept dropping to sleep then hitting my face on the seat in front – niceeee. I also strained myself + my trousers with beetroot (woo) + in general felt like a mess. The baby kept touching my top so I turned around + somehow made friends with it + so it sat there and held my hand for almost an hour of our journey. Due to having no phone I was left to sleep + think about all we were leaving behind (sadness) before we finally reached Copan. Amazingly, Megan + Rachel’s bus came in at the same time so we all headed up to Iguana Azul (highly reccomend) then tried to plan the next days travel. I let my parents know we’d be heading to Guatemala + we went out for some lovely baleadas then licuados (apple, strawbeerry + orange😍) before souviner shopping. I got a beautiful blue Honduras top that matches Giselle (because we’re practically twins now) + a bracelet before we headed back, shattered. It was time for a very early night after Giselle helped me remove the rice from the charging port of my phone – I always knew her earrings could come in useful! Thankfully my phone is fine except a very tiny water mark in one corner, which will hopefully dry out once i get some heat on it.

^a very happy, tired Giselle shopping – the only photo I have from that day

I’m now writing from a little spot in the jungle, beautiful though heaving with mosquitos!

Day 2

Again, we awoke before 5, threw on clothes + headed down the street to find a bus. A little one took us to the border where we stamped out and in then it was back on a bus. Giselle + I discussed food (obviously, our fave topic) + again I almost fell asleep but we were at our next destination. Thankfully, the next bus was a coach fitted with a bearable toilet + playing incredible old British tunes I could jam out to. Giselle + I bought heaps of snacks so I enjoyed some banana pancakes + lots of water whilst we had loo access. Then we transferred to a much smaller bus for over 2 hours where Rachel, Giselle + I annoyed people with our loud singing before arriving in the “terminal” and getting a “taxi” (someone’s truck) to the plaza/mall. Well. If we thought we had money problems in Honduras – at first I was the only one who could take out money + I could only extract 1,000Q so Megan + I also changed dollars whilst Giselle sprinted off to find some food, as we’d survived the whole day on snacks. Then we were running through the mall, me with 2 backpacks, Giselle with tacos, trying to get out + find a taxi. This one was more legit + we told him “rápido, pero con cuidado” as we raced to the bus terminal, only to find out the last bus was 30 minutes later than we thought. We proceeded to be insulted in Mayan by the bus men (thanks guys) + used the crummy loo before heading on a bus with a gringo who sounded like Andy from Shawshank Redemption, though turned out te to be not so friendly. That bus was slightly depressing, as we bumped down a mountain path in the dark: exhausted, running off little sleep, food + fluids but finally we were here: Lanquín. A man convienced us his hostel was very cheap (we had seen it online previously) and, picking up Rachel’s bag, took us to a truck that looked like it was from the 2nd world war which was apparently a free “shuttle”. We didn’t have much to lose so we jumped in + tried to cling on as we were bumped around. Our room is like a treehouse, rather open to the elements (+ mosquitos) but super cool + after some chill time we hit the hay. Well, we attempted to hit the hay, but the mosquito nets were giving everyone a challenge (we all freaked out) expect Meggie the pro. In the end I gave up + curled up in a ball under the majority of the net for a peaceful nights sleep.

Day 3

After some intensive travelling we decided a rest day was much needed. I was up 1st, as always, and journaled whilst waiting for the girls to arise. We all chilled, took advantage of the WiFi for a while then eventually decided we should head into the small town for food + water (as this hostel charges a lot for that – what kind of hostel charges for water?!) where we purchased tamales for 1Q (3L) + bread from the handy bakery. Then we walked around, trying to find a decent place for dinner which ended up being a comedor. Once back at the hotel we headed up to the pool area which is pretty insane with views over the surrounding mountains/jungle. Here we hung out in the sun for much too long (cue all of us looking a little pink by the end) before getting ready to head back down into the town for an incredible Plato Típico of: beans, cheese, plantain, egg + tortillas which was like a lovely taste from home. We finished the evening with amazing ice creams and relaxing in the communal area.

Below: me, happy in a hammock

We are on a little bus, leaving Lanquin. Although I really loved our time here, we had big problems with the people and it is not with a sad heart that I’m on this bus. Let me explain…

Day 4

This was the day we were planning to go to Semuc Champey, however Meggie has got rather sick in the night which meant we were treated to another chill day in our hostel. Rachel, Giselle + I videocalled family/friends before more pool side chilling. We had to go on a supply trip to the town where we purchased ice cream then decided to head river tubing. Once all of us + the rubber rings were safe in the ‘tuk tuk’ (mototaxi) we made our way down to the murky river where Felix got us into the chilly water. Tubing was such a strangely relaxing experience (apart from when I hit into a few trees) + we had a lot of fun going down the “rapids” where Giselle was barely in her ring as we’d been told there were rocks below + to lift up our bums. Once safe back on dry land we stocked up on bread (basically what we survive off) + went out in our wet clothes + socks to the same comedor for the same plato tipico. In the evening we played Jenga where the blocks had dares on which saw me hugging the bartender, some funky dances + a selfie with a poor Dutch couple amongst the weirdness of the night.

Due to the unforeseen situation of Meggie being sick, we had to ask the hostel if we could stay another night. Rachel originally asked a woman + was given the answer that we could only stay if we booked a tour with the hotel so later we all went to ask but this time the answer was straight no, as supposedly a large group from Orlando were coming. A little sad, we said okay then started to look online where there were spaces in Vista Verde, the hostel we were in. The guy had told us there were absolutely none so we cheekily booked one then showed him, upon he still said there were none however there would be a fee to Megan if we cancelled so we demanded the money back. It all sounds stupid but we are sure the reason they didn’t want us was that we didn’t spend enough money, unlike other guests who would buy their overpriced water + food – + also because we are 4 young girls. The guy was extremely rude + told us the conversation was done + he didn’t wanna speak anymore, even though he hadn’t explained anything. Whilst the girls looked for more accomodation, I videocalled the boys in Teguc + explained what happened in loud, angry Spanish so the guy could hear. I mentioned the fact I’d write bad things online, that it was because we were girls + that this place effectively sucked. The guy then went back to our table + said yes, we could stay, but it was slightly more expensive. At this point we didn’t even care, it was done – though they didn’t have change when we went to pay the next day!

Day 5

Semuc Champay. We walked into town in the early morning to meet Felix and were put in the back of a truck where we met an absolutely lovel couple from Switzerland who we got chatting to on the bumpy road to Semuc. Once the truck arrived our tour guide, Pepe, told us to throw our things in a locker as we were going caving. We had roughly 5 minutes to prepare before we were walking up steep steps to the cave entrance where our candles were all lighted. Then, we began our descent into the darkness, and rather chilly water. At some points the rocks got fewer and the water deeper which saw us swimming with one hand clutching the candle out of the water, or hanging onto the ropes that sling their way through the cave like vines. We climbed up ladders (extremely difficult with a candle + GoPro), were carried under a waterfall, watched Pepe jump from wall to wall like a little monkey and slid down rocks until after 1km we reached a dark room. Pepe clambered up the steep rocks like it was completely normal and stuck candles in the walls, then did an impressive jump into the deep pool. He asked who wanted to jump + originally we all said no because this was the part we were the most scared about. However, when he turned to us + said “hey; it’s now or never” I handed over my candle + attempted to prepare myself mentally. The hardest part was definitely getting up to the jump as Pepe had to pull us up one part then when I reached the “platform” (rock) to jump off I slipped and the only thing that kept me up was his strong arm that wrapped around me – thanks Pepe! He counted down, I took a deep breath, screamed and found myself falling in the dark into the pool. It was pretty incredible and after that thrill we had to navigate our way back through the cave doing more swimming, slides and at one point falling through a small hole – it was probably one of the coolest things I’ve ever done! Then we were taken to a rope swing where you had to sit in a chair + push yourself off. I was super scared as I got seated then flew through the air and tried to hang onto the rope for as long as possible – resulting in some minor rope burn as well as all the scratches I’d picked up from the cave. Next it was time to walk to the waterfall, which was stunning, to watch Pepe do a huge jump in from the top and snap some pics. Our last activity before lunch was to go to the bridge and see who wanted to jump off. Of us, only the brave Megan decided to, as I felt I’d done enough crazy stuff before lunch for one day! Luckily we were a small group which really did make the day go a lot smoother. Lunch saw us eating our “picnic” of tomatos inbetween bread and cucumber before we got ready to hike! El Mirador was a short, but intense, hike and though I started well Meggie felt really bad at the back so I waited for her and we proudly crossed the finish line last – woo! The view of the blue waters of Semuc from above is absolutely stunning and we admired this for ages until it was time to trek down towards the pools. Apparently we weren’t allowed to wear t-shirts as it was a “natural area” but we had lots of fun splashing around. Giselle, Megan + I climbed up onto a rock + decided to all jump in together for a cute picture which resulted in me landing on a rock on the way down (good job, Charlotte) which really freakin’ hurt but has given me a rather beautiful cut on my foot. At least it wasn’t more serious!

^for those who are interested: a picture of my beautiful foot

Pepe came + found us + asked if we wanted to do some more jumps + exploring + though, after the incident of my stupidity, I wasn’t feeling it we went anyway. First se were taken to a small pool where he lowered us into the water + I started to realise these extra activities were probably just a way for him to get free touches on us – niceee. This was made even more obvious when we were made to swim 2 at a time into a tiny cave. When we swam in, me with Rachel, I went 1st + I felt his arms around me then suddenly he was pressed up behind me. Gross, I know. We swam for a little through the cave then he pushed us under the water + out. Due to the completely craziness of the day Rachel freaked out a little but I got her calm + navigated our way over the slippery rocks as I tried to lead her to the safety of land. Pepe came + found us + actually was pretty helpful at getting us to shore before accompanying me back to the pool. Here is where I begin my strange fate with a Guatemalan, whilst Giselle + Meggie were off taking pictures. I gusss it’s because I’d been speaking to him in Spanish all day but we jumped and swam back through the pools, and he even asked to see one of my dives. I then got told he wanted to show me the river which saw us going under the safety rope (sorry parents!) + him sitting me on a rock so he could redo the jump off the waterfall. By this point the rain was falling heavily and I really liked sitting on the top of a waterfall, looking down the river, so thanks Pepe. He clambered back up and we did a few more jumps into pools whilst chatting. It was actually sort of interesting to find out he was 22 + didn’t want to go to uni because he liked climbing around like a monkey more though was having English classes – although his teacher can’t actually speak English, only write it. Finally I was reunited with the 2 girls + watched him jump off a tree before he actually took some decent pictures, before asking if I wanted to go dancing + drinking with him that night. Thanks Pepe, but no thanks. We had an enjoyable truck ride back before going back to the comedor for one last time where I had beef, rice, beans + my 1st veggies on holiday – woo! It was then time to meet the biker from Belgium who would be in our dorm + pack up to get back on the road. What a day!

^Above, the moment where my foot smashed a rock and below, me explaining to Rachel that yes, my foot was now broken (broma)

I’m writing to you from another bus (of course, what else?) as we head out of Flores. I absolutely loved this cute little island and though I suffered some sickness, we had a fun time! Now we go onwards and upwards, on The Road to Mexico..

Day 6

After the craziness of finding a bus the day before, we were hassled even more about accomodation in Flores and the fact that people would lie to us so we’d be better to buy the ticket with the guys in Lanquin. Though I love Central America, it’s extremely hard to feel like you can trust anyone here. We decided not to buy anything more, especially since every time we do buy something no one seems to have change because they want us to pay more and headed on our way. It felt like we were travelling with a band – 2 younger singers in front, the long-haired drummer + lanky guitarist behind them the chunky manager sitting in back though it turns out they didn’t know each other. That travel day was extremely tough because we all felt mega rough, had limited supplies of bread left and were suffering with the humidity. It was a good 9 hours of bus time in the end, which if it doesn’t sound fun, I invite you to try.

We arrived on Flores in the evening, which turned out to be an island – everything in this 6 weeks surprised me seeing as I hadn’t looked up much (anything except Mexico). It has streets filled with colourful buildings, a bunch of souviner stands and beautiful views over the lake. The first night our bus woman (another person from the same company) was actually really useful because she walked into the hostel she recommended and when he said 50Q a night she immediately went “no, 40” so I gusss there’s that. However, the dorm we were in was full of mould and barely gave us enough room to breath, and not just because it was extremely stuffy. We also were met with more mosquitos and I’m building up an impressive number of bites on my body. One of the best parts about Flores is that right on the bridge on the way in there are these huge food stalls filled with the most delicious treats: tacos, empinadas, tosadas with whatever toppings you want, cake + fresh fruit juices served from gigantic barrels. I should also mention the fact it’s mega cheap (we’d roughly spend £1-£2 on food a night) + the lakeside vibes are perfect. After nearly sweating to death, I eventually fell asleep.

^1st use of a washing machine for a veeery long time

Day 7

This was the day we decided to wake up at 4 in the morning to hit up Tikal. These are the largest Mayan ruins in Central America and are truly a wonder to see. After a rather lengthy bus where I tried to catch some much needed beauty sleep, we were finally at the entrance. I then got to enjoy the pain of realising I wasn’t sure where my passport was (no worries, turns out the hotel had it) but thankfully I always carry my residency so this I was able to use for entry. As we didn’t want to pay extra for a tour we set off, using Megan’s guide book as our soul source of information. The huge rocks rise from the ground in the heart of the jungle and it’s crazy to think just how long they’ve been standing there and that this once was the heart of a civilisation. The tallest ruin was a struggle to get up as it was a lot of steep stairs but the view was 100% worth it, though the intenseness of the midday sun was less fun. As we headed back to get the bus we thought we were going to be late which saw me running off through the jungle – a good way to end the day! We mainly slept on the way back but the rain was coming in (well, we are travelling during rainy season) so we hid in the hostel whilst the storm passed, giving me time to videocall El. After more food from the stalls (chicken empanada + juice for me) Megan went to the hostel feeling sick + the rest of us went souviner shopping which meant I purchased a drug rug!! Mine is light blue, of course, and I can’t wait to be in a cooler location so I can wear it! Then we went back to the food stalls for more delcious food including cake though the slice was so big it sort of hurt to eat.

Weekly Review:

Most treasured moment: getting to sit in a pool + just admiring the beauty of the surrounding mountains

Worst moment: being hassled to the point where I felt like crying + saying “I don’t know who to trust here” as we were fed a bunch of lies, like the fact we’d be trafficked if we arrived in Flores without accomodation (which turned out not to be true, obviously) – would point out that it’s still totally worth visiting this part of the world

The Time My Heart Broke

~The Final Week~

Saturday was our last time in town which meant we ran around trying to do our favourite things. For lunch we treated ourselves to our favourite beef soup, then we had amazing ice cream at La Gruta (the lookout over La Esperanza) before going to BlueBerry for crepes + smoothies. What a day of food!! We also went thrifting in the morning which yes, meant new purchases for both of us – obviously! It was fun to have our last time together in town, being reflective about the incredible year we’ve had. I’m so lucky to have Giselle as my partner + we’ve had so much fun together these past 11 months.

The most hilarious part was that there was what we assumed was a model having a photo shoot so we went up to the guy taking pictures + asked if he could get one of Giselle + I. Our aim was to have a nice photo in front of La Gruta but we ended up getting one with the model as they thought that’s what we wanted!

We sadly got our last lot of fruit + veggies from the market which meant a goodbye + hug to our favourite guy, who I will miss.

Sunday saw us having a semi-chilled morning with a run for me then lots of washing for travel. After that I was midst videocalling the family when suddenly Cindy appeared in the window and said we were leaving “ahorita”. This is the first time in my year here where Hondurans have been on time for something so we rushed out the door and into the truck. We were treated to a seriously incredible lunch with our family💙 I was told to sit with Mercedes and her family (our immediate neighbours) and Giselle with Angelica (her sister). First came strawberry drinks, then garlic bread, chips, tajadas, and lots of little dips/chismol then a gingnormous platter filled with an anafre + 4 kinds of meat! We all stuffed ourselves silly and still there was enough left over to take home! I really appreciated this final time with both the families and it felt like a fitting way to end our time together, surrounded by lots of Honduran food.

Time with our family💙

They had to get things for the day of the student on Monday which meant we somehow crammed in the back of the truck with 35 watermelons, crates of mangoes, bananas + more. We headed to Meli’s house to see Camilia so I got to hold her again – I feel very proud that the first time I went to see her I spoke some English to her which was the first she’d ever heard😉 all the kids chilled in the living room, watching TV which you could say was good practice for my Spanish, before riding home, this time with Giselle on my lap. Thanks to our incredible family for everything this year: it’s been a pleasure + joy to know you + I can’t wait to return!

Although I am so incredibly sad to be leaving, the end of the school year is always filled with so much joy. Everyone just seems to be in a good mood – which I love!

The whole week I just enjoyed hanging out with my kids as we did chilled/fun activities. Monday was fun because firstly we had avocado, egg, tomato + lettuce sandwiches for breakfast (YUM!) then we took a walk to school in the beautiful sunshine, snapping pictures on Giselle’s camera. Once in class, Mrs Looney gifted me a beautiful clay and pine pot with a really heart touching card that made me feel super appreciated. It’s nice to know that someone notices the work that you do! We even treated ourselves to the 10L taquitos the school sells for a snack, which were delcious! Finally, we got a last class picture together which was lovely + sad simultaneously. I was super happy that I could have such a beautiful treasure of my kids yet so sad the year is coming to an end. Each day we eat lunch with one of our groups + Monday was the turn of the polar bears + koalas. They each got little Jell-O shots (minus the alcohol obviously) + we had these together which was a great laugh. At lunch my girls from nivelación sat with me which was ace as it was some extra time to bond, outside of class. My hair has been crazy all this week, thanks to the rain that comes around lunchtime everyday and drenches us all but it’s okay because my kids find it hilarious!

^yanitza gave me the honour of holding her tiny, purple bear. Thank you, honey!

Tuesday was the wonderful trip to Gracias, which I’ve written about in more detail here: https://helpcharlottehelphonduras.wordpress.com/2018/06/19/were-going-to-thank-you/

After the trip we headed with Cindy to her school (which felt like we were monkeys in a zoo as everyone was staring at our whiteness) to eat super cheap tortillas con quesillo (5L each, would highly reccomend) + hang out. We discovered bags of Mani (peanuts) are only 3L so got these too – you learn something new everyday😉

Wednesday I was busy filming kids for videos to show 2nd Grade on our party on Friday. During nivelación I looked up to realise Carlos had placed some lenca fabric on my head which resulted in some hilarious pictures of us. We also celebrated Kevin + Marin’s birthdays, sitting with Kevin’s group at lunch and eating churros (sadly not the Spanish kind but chips) then cookies and having a cake at the end of the day. I also got completely drenched in the rain + fell over as I slid into our class door (smooooth) but was cheered up by the fact the 6th Grade girls came to find me to chat. I haven’t been needed in their class this week as they are technically not doing language so have missed our little conversations, which always make me laugh. I also bumped into some of the distance family of our family at school (the ones whose birthday party I was invited to with the boys) as it was their daughter in K4’s birthday so was called over, given cake + invited round in the week. After school we went to Esperanza for the last time before travelling to get some things done. Giselle + Abi went off to print photos so I was alone in town for the first time and something that would have scared me to death 6 months ago suddenly seemed like no big deal. I got the the post office + sent my final letters home and got to the orthadontist. I’m super happy that I now feel comfortable enough in my Spanish to do things like this, which may not seem like a big thing, but was to me.

Below, a picture of the pretty ace catracha I made myself for breakfast (toasted tortilla, beans + cheese – mine with added egg!)😋

Something crazy that happened was that during class a spider fell on Mrs Looney + I walked back into the room to be met by screams. Luckily, one child hit it off + Isaac squashed it so thanks to our little heroes the day was saved!

Even saying goodbye to my orthodontist hurt and not just because my braces were tightened. I felt like over the past 7 months we’d formed a good bond and we now always joke together (which means I get to laugh whilst her hands are in my mouth), compared to the beginning where we barley spoke as I wasn’t able to.

Then Giselle + I headed out for our final anafre which was super delicious whilst we booked our flights back up to Coll for DeBriefing. It’s really weird to think in a few months we’ll be back on a little Scottish island with everyone but I’m excited!!

Thursday morning we spent cleaning and sorting the classroom whilst I took kids out for pictures/videos for my special project for 2nd Grade. After recess we were treated (by some missionaries from Jake’s church) to a morning of games that was super fun, involving: balancing the “egg” (ping pong ball) on a spoon; drip, drip, drop; hula hoops + my personal favourite: transferring water from one bucket to another using sponges where I got soaked by my kiddos.

^Marian, new princess of Honduras.

In the afternoon we had our party with nivelacion which was super fun, though sadly we were missing Carlos. We danced, played a game where the kids had to get biscuits from their heads to their mouths + took maaaany pictures. Thank you to those guys one for their beautiful cards + two because they had been an incredible class to have.

Friday was extremely difficult, but a truly wonderful day nonetheless. I got to show 2nd Grade the videos of them which they loved + the one about the whole year we watched at least 4 times. Then we made birthday cards for Mrs Looney as well as spending half an hour doing worship songs, which I’m going to miss so much. After recess we had our party which saw my kids jumping around after the surprise of spicy enchiladas, me madly dishing out ice cream and then me receiving lots of food/sweets. Earlier in the day I had been gifted final cards and some truly beautiful presents. Isis Nicol gave me a Yamaranguila key ring I think her family made as well as 2 Bon o Bon bars (the babe) and Yanitza gave me a lovely little glass filled with Bon o Bons – my kids know me well.

After that was the final nivelacion lesson where I briefly introduced the new words before I was swarmed with pieces of paper with phone numbers on + requests for photos. We all had individual ones then I tried to give a little speech about how much I loved them, how well they were going to do and how I was going to miss them. Suddenly I felt arms around me and my kids were crying into me. I was trying to comfort Denis L but then I heard sobs + they were all off. By the end all of us were sobbing, including Miss Charlotte, who couldn’t actually speak by the time we were attempting to walk back to class. They said some things that broke my heart but I’m so proud of all my little ‘uns + the progress we’ve made this year. Good job guys!

Shoutout to Melvin, who actually does love me, I promise!

On the way back Carlos + Eduardo came to meet us + I went to say goodbye to the old ones which meant a hug for each person in the class – all of which were crying. Carlos gifted us stunning Honduras notebooks + an incredibly personal note. Thank you all so much, you are so special to me (as are all of my kids) + I really will miss you so so so much. I promise I’ll return! When Carlos + I hugged neither of us could properly speak due to tears and I genuinely felt like my heart was breaking a little. I cannot believe I managed to impact those kids lives, nor can I believe how much they impacted my life. As I tried to say a final goodbye to the class I heard Daniel + Martin sobbing so I tried to comfort them but ended up walking out the class sobbing myself. But isn’t it amazing that I had something that was so hard to say goodbye to?

I then had to say goodbye to 2nd which was super difficult, especially as the last thing we did was read out sheets of paper for each kid with messages from all the other students on + I handed out a little gift from me. We gave them each a final hug + then they were off, my babies, going to have an amazing summer before 3rd Grade! There were some more hugs (even from some of 6th Grade who found me) before waving off the buses, which felt very strange. We sorted out the classroom with some help from Katerin (love that girl) before walking home for the last time, feeling very sad for ourselves.

Robbie had surprised us on Thursday night by coming home for the weekend + his family had invited me round for a goodbye before we left. After I’d semi-packed and cried taking my photos and love notes off the wall, I decided to head over for what I hoped would be a short visit. Of course, it wasn’t, + as we were going to leave we were given coffee so ended up staying even longer but it was a really lovely time. I met a cousin who we chatted with lots about the World Cup and how different life in the UK is before we headed home. Walking past Angelica’s, we saw the kids + Giselle outside + we’d been invited in for dinner so we enjoyed beans, cheese + mantequilla. Straight after that we were in Mercedes’ house for almost the exact same meal but with egg + let me tell you I was super full after that. Then we got both families in + gave our presents: a water gun for Yafete, bags/nail polish for the girls, chocolate for Cindy + for the adults coffee + a photo frame each with photos of our time together. It’s safe to say there were a lot of tears – even from the kids!

Our family have been nothing but wonderful to us: always helping, giving food and truly being another family – we are so incredibly blessed. Thank you so so much to them because without them this year would not be the same.

I’m excited to travel though heart broken to leave Yam, but I’m so blessed to have so many incredible things in my life. Thanks to everyone here, thanks to Honduras, thanks to the Fam + my kids + to Yam.

^the message we woke up to on Saturday morning: C + G💙

For the last time, from a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Charlotte

“We’re going to Thank You!”

~Field Trip to Gracias~

https://youtu.be/bmh87DPdTOU

Tuesday morning. We arrive into class to be faced with a bunch of over excited kids, squirming in their seats. Once we’ve checked that everyone has their snacks and personal items we head out to the big yellow bus outside, waiting to take us on an adventure! As there are so many of us and technically, for this trip, we are the “big ones” second grade takes the back. I sit with Marian and Anahi and am pretty surprised when they pull out a tablet, but we play nonetheless. Christian tunes are blared, the wind gushes through the open windows and my kids faces are pressed up against the glass, eager for a look out.

Happiness truly is zooming through the Honduran greenery jamming with a bunch of kids.

Sitting with them, watching them gaze out the window at their beautiful country, was a priceless experience. To hear my sponsorship kids gasp and exclaim “Miss, look, it’s beautiful!” made my heart swell and I almost started weeping there and then.

Eventually though, we were in Gracias and trying to get the kids off the bus in an orderly manner. Being the teacher in a trip is slightly less fun because you have to constantly check all of your kids are with you and not doing anything stupid but I still had so much fun. We began our climb up the hill to the fort, which resulted in me crazy dancing to encourage the kids to keep walking, as they were saying they couldn’t do it. However, 2nd Grade are strong and we made it to the top in time to have a snack – yay! Once again, the kindness of my kids was obvious as I was given lollipops, cookies and even an apple + banana from Francia earlier in the day☺️ as the kids were snacking Giselle + I had the opportunity to have some absolutely beautiful pictures taken of us on her camera, thanks to Mrs Looney.

After snack it was time to play games! We started by having each class hold hands in a big circle then we were trying to pass a hula hoop through each person, without breaking hands, as quick as possible. This proved rather difficult for us, as we came last, but was hilarious nevertheless and still we didn’t give up but kept going to make sure we finished! In our defence, the other classes don’t have over 30 students, haha

Then we moved to the shade for a break from the seriously intense sun for what is my new favourite game. The kids sit in a big circle with the concept being similar to duck, duck, goose. One child is handed a soaking wet sponge + walks around the circle going drip, drip and shaking it over people. When they reach their goose they shout “drench!” Give the sponge a huge squeeze and release a flow of water over their head, then the rest follows like duck where they sprint around the circle and back to their spot. Both the kids + us found this game hilarious and it meant I could take some beautiful pictures. We quickly ran out of our bucket of water as my kids loved squeezing it over each other so I had to run down to the bathrooms to refill it.

The kids loved me running around in my honduras flag, even though I was boiling, and so many pictures were taken over the course of the morning it would be a shame not to include some:

Then it was once time again to clamber onto the bus to head to the stunning Gracias campus for lunch. After a bathroom run we managed to herd 90 tiny humans to the cafeteria and serve them their burgers and juice – which us teachers amazingly got free!

We felt super full after lunch and though it was fun watching the kids playing (though not so fun dealing with scrapped knees/food dramas) Giselle and I decided to take a wander around the classrooms. We bumped into lots of the Gracias teachers sorting out their rooms so had the opportunity to have some really lovely last chats as we didn’t realise we’d be seeing them again!

Finally, the day was reaching its end and we had to get onto the bus so again I was sat with the wonderful second graders, this time Iris + Seyli. As I let Allan borrow my phone (which resulted in hilarious photos) as I sat with the girls admiring the views and chatting, especially about the fact I have to leave, which nearly made me cry.

When the rain started we madly rushed around, trying to close windows. Allan’s kept opening which saw him using his coat to protect the other kids and when the assistant came to help it flew all the way down, so I threw myself over the boys (what a hero) and got walloped in the face with water and wind – worth it for the laughs though!

Then there’s that moment when your kid falls asleep on you, you kiss their head + pull your arm around them a little tighter + realise how lucky you are – especially when, once they wake, you realise they’ve been dribbling on you – yay! But in all seriousness, I adore these kiddos and cannot imagine living without them. Thank you for everything 2nd Grade + thanks to the school for an incredible day where we had the chance to appreciate our kids!

From a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Charlotte

A Year in the Classroom

https://youtu.be/kGPnzLxuJEE

There comes a point where suddenly you become comfortable. You bond with your kids + it doesn’t feel weird when you suddenly get hugged. You know what you’re doing when you get up to teach + it’s not like when you’d have to give an awkward presentation in school. Those little personalities which are all so different start shining through. Suddenly covering a class isn’t a big deal. You know how to control the kids without needing to constantly scream. Your kids become like little best friends. You become a teacher.

Before Project I never thought I could teach – I didn’t even think I could be around children! Now I can’t even imagine not knowing my kiddos. It’s not just 2nd Grade though, I adore every grade I get the honour of working with.

This year has given me the opportunity to work with a variety of ages + though all have their perks + downfalls, the younger kids totally have my heart. I like being able to be goofy, jump around + laugh with them – plus they have SO much love to give!! You get swarmed with love notes, hugs + little treats on a daily basis – all of which never fail to make me smile.

Nivelación has a huge age range from 3rd-8th Grade which meant that we ended up splitting the class. The little ones (3rd-5th) were in one group + the oldest (6th-8th) were in another group, with Giselle + I swapping which group we taught every week. I actually surprised myself by way preferring working with the smaller kids, as I often found there were problems with respect/attention in the older class. Being super strict is not what I’m good at and although for any other class these problems were super small, for nivelacion they were huge as they were normally so well behaved! However, once I implanted slightly more structure it flowed a lot smoother – though I still prefer being with my little ‘uns. Sometimes the lesson turns into chasing me around the cafeteria + tickle parties – which is no bad thing! I have some amazing memories with them of jumping around singing “We Will Rock You”, entire class hugging sessions and distinguishing between Giselle + me because I have super curly hair + she has super straight (with hilarious pictures). Our tests are always covered with little notes, drawings and, on occasion, crying faces.

Nivelación are the kind of class that whenever they see us around school either run up and hug us, tickle us (I spend my mornings running away from Eduardo + Er’s surprise tickles) or, if Brittany + Cristhel run up to me then squeal when I lift them up. They always grab my backpack and water bottle and carry this to the cafeteria, where we have our lessons. They also always give the same response to the question “how are you?” of “I’m fine thank you, and you?” which never fails to make me laugh! The reason I love them so much is partly because they truly want to be in the school so work really hard and have buckets of respect for us and just because every personality, though unique, is wonderful.

Once, one of my boys was crying so Evis decided to fetch him paper, give him a hug + flash him one of his wonderful smiles. That would make anyone feel better – trust me! I adore that child and his wonderful heart, as well as his 2 older brothers who are also in the class. Then, the other day the older ones took a really hard test + when I walked into the class with my little ones, I saw that a few of them were crying, including the boys which led to a chat from me about the fact they never fail to impress me + how smart they are. I ended up hugging a few kids and having a chat in Spanish about how well they’re doing and how I love them. It nearly broke my heart! They are such a hardworking, amazing class who I will struggle to live without.

I’m so incredibly proud of nivelación and all of the amazing progress they have made. They came to the school in January with no previous knowledge of English and now it’s rare I have to speak to them in Spanish. I get told little jokes and stories in English – though the odd joke in class is still in Spanish. At the end of every session we throw in our hands and lift them shouting “Spelling!” Though this week they all shouted “Miss Charlotte!” Instead and if that doesn’t warm your heart, you’re probably the grinch. These kids constantly give 100% and have been a true pleasure to teach – I feel incredibly fortunate to call myself part of the nivelación team – thanks guys!!💙

Everyday at 11:45 I head over to 6th Grade for Language class. The main reason I work in 6th Grade is because of one boy who has some serious behaviour issues. At the beginning I stood next to him in class however this didn’t really work (a couple of times I actually had to pick up his pencil) and then his behaviour got so bad we had to start working outside which definitely functioned a lot better. Though there was a little bit of talking, I found we got way more work done as I also had the opportunity to explain the work to him as we went through it. The best part about the older kids is that their English is so good we can have some really funny conversations and Dario would often entertain me with tales of when he use to live in Teguc. Or, when I asked him what his life plans were, he can tell me “Miss, I’m going to sell verduras” – okay Dario, you do you!

Whilst in 2nd though, I still spend the majority of my time working with the wonder that is Isaac, my adorable boy who has autism. He continues to be an absolute light in my world and I love the time I get to spend with him. He has also made incredible progress this year – at the beginning his handwriting was gigantic, he needed guidance in everything and he struggled to get his anger under control. However, Isaac can now complete tests alone, tells me when another student is bugging him + makes me proud with all he is achieving! Woo, Isaac!🎉

Also, rather sadly, he came up to me the other day + asked if I was going to help in in 3rd Grade. When I said no, that I had to go to England, he simply said “oh”, gave me the saddest face and walked away. I’m going to miss my little sunshine so much😭

Of course, outside of school we still teach the neighbours kids. Recently, the other kids who were there at the beginning came back making the class size larger + actually much harder to control. The newbies obviously didn’t have as good a level of English as they had missed 6 months of class so they preferred talking or playing with any objects they found in the room which led to some strong words from us as they were distracting the others. However, it was such an honour + joy to teach them on Mondays + Thursdays + we really did have lots of fun – as well as enjoy the food after! As we come to the final few lessons our focus has become conversational instead of new topics and I can’t imagine having weeks without our lessons.

Teaching was a big learning curve and it took me a lot longer than I thought to actually feel comfortable in my role. Once I was comfortable though, it was the best thing I’ve ever done. It is a seriously tough job so huge props to all teachers everywhere – you’re rocking it👊 the marking, lesson planning and fact you have to be the best version of yourself all day, everyday can be tiring but to see progress makes it worth it. My kids make me laugh, occasionally bring tears to my eyes and are such little super stars! If I ever think the curriculum is too hard (being made for Americans) my kids continually prove to me that they are capeable of a lot more than I think.

Saying goodbye will be incredibly hard, especially as kids come up to me and say things like:

“Why are you leaving?”

“Can you please come to third grade with us?”

“I’m going to miss you when you go to England!”

“PLEASE DON’T GO!”

As well as lots of hugs. I already know I’m going to sob when I have to give that final hug to my kiddos but I’m trying to remember that I will return. I will see them again. I promise.

I’ve learnt a lot this year, I’ve had the honour of working with some incredible students + I honestly wouldn’t change it for the world. Thanks to Abudant Life, our amazing school, thanks to the other teachers + a truly HUGE thanks to my kiddos, without whom I wouldn’t be Miss Charlotte. From here, I’m going to make the transition back to being the student as I head off to University to study Law. I don’t know when the next time I’ll be teaching is after this but all I do know is I’ll be ready to tackle it when I am!

From a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Miss Charlotte x

35 lessons from 35 little stars✨

~2nd Grade~

I am the official assistant for 2nd Grade + so this is the class I spent the majority of my time with. I loved all my work but these guys had my heart! I always enjoyed my time with them + just thank my lucky stars that this was the class I was placed in. A big shoutout to the 35 little kiddos who made this year the best of my entire life💙

^1st day of school

I never felt like it was just me + Mrs Looney who taught things, though. You can learn a lot from being around kids. There’s a lot of them that aren’t afraid to speak their minds which can lead to some hilarious outcomes. I’ve changed a lot as a result of this year + a lot of that is down to my buddies in 2nd. Here’s a lesson I learnt from each kiddo I had the honour of working with:

Ainoah: brains ARE beauty

Anahi: embrace what makes you, you.

Andrea: everyone deserves a 2nd chance

Ariana: people really DO appreciate your help

Arleth: the art of patience

Emily: it’s never too late to start trying

Estrella: you can’t always help everyone

Fany: push yourself

Francia: taking pride in your grades is a good thing

Gabriela Yumisa: progress is always possible

Iris: giving is the greatest gift

Isis Gabriela: it’s okay to be quiet

Isis Nicol: everyone can surprise you (she aced the spelling bee)

Katerin: kindness is key

Natalia: stickers make life better

Lucy: a hug is the best kind of thank you (especially when it surprised me from behind!)

Madeline: be funky!!

Mara: let your friends know that they are important to you

Marian: there’s a good potato in everyone

Melissa Isabella: sharing is caring

Melissa Linday: it only takes a small act of kindness to make someone’s day

Nolbia: the smallest gifts can make the biggest difference

Seyli: even when no one else is doing the right thing, you can

Yanitza: sometimes you gotta be loud + proud

Yarensy: not everyone will love you all the time which is okay (but there’s always times when they will)

Allan: enjoy every second

Christopher: we all have a skill (his was drawing)

Diego: the littlest hearts can laugh the most

Gabriel: we can all bounce back

Isaac: embrace who you are. It’s okay.

Jefferson: there’s always something to be thankful for

Josué: there’s always time for transformers!

Junior: aren’t we all just big kids?

Kevin: glasses make you 10x cuter

Miguel: everyone has their fear, but everyone can face it

María José: arriving late doesn’t put you behind

Thank you to 2nd Grade for the best year of my life, you absolute angels. My heart will ache without you!

^last week of school

When I asked a girl in my class what Honduras was like after she asked me about England, her reply was this:

“We dance, we smile and… I don’t know what else”

If that doesn’t sum up the joy + light these kids bought to my life, I don’t know what does. I adored this job, thanks to them💙

From a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Miss Charlotte x

The Final Full Month

~10 months~

Month 10 meant the last month living here, in Yamaranguila. For this reason it was super jam packed as we fit in lots of things we either hadn’t done yet or wanted to enjoy a few more times before we leave.

^saying goodbye to David, a very sweet boy who always refers to me as ”mami”

The start of this month meant a return to rainy season. If it wasn’t evident from the occasional showers it was definitely obvious from the increased number of mosquitos in the bathrooms. However, now we’re back to dealing with flies everywhere (woo) as well as storms most days. Although there were some things I missed about rainy season (the lightning shows every night for example) I really didn’t miss not being able to dry clothes, getting soaked in the evenings + being stuck in the house a lot more. Especially since we seem to lose power about 5 times a day! One Friday night I played basketball outside in the rain with the neighbours which resulted in us being soaked to the skin + receiving some weird looks in the pulpería but was super fun!! Then Giselle + I got caught in it on Saturday whilst grocery shopping and the rain was so hard on that Sunday it entered the church (semi-flooding it) and didn’t stop for the remainder of the day! We’re back to having warm mornings with strong sun and afternoon downpours where everything becomes drenched.

^favourite thing to do after school is a mango in the rain

Fireflies. They are everywhere. Evening walks through Yam mean being surrounded by bright lights + as if I couldn’t love Yam anymore, I think I may do now! Whilst fireflies are the fun bug we dealt with this month, a less welcomed guest in the house was the annoying “run run”. These less than intelligent bugs flap their tiny wings + buzz around lights, until they bump into an object + fall down to the ground or onto your clothes, which their tiny feet stick to. I would find a collection in the kitchen every morning + madly sweep them out as they become immobile during the day. Whereas, taking a walk at night meant not being able to avoid being hit or accidentally standing on them as they lined the streets.

^ me with all of my thrift purchases (including what I’m wearing)

Life here feels so incredibly normal, that I only remember we’re on a Gap Year when we start making plans for travel. It feels like we’re always going to be here. I can’t describe it well but I’d say the way I thought volunteers felt (when looking at pictures last year of those on their year away) is not how I feel now. It was at the beginning maybe, but now Honduras is the norm. I adore this life + count my blessings everyday but I don’t wake up anymore thinking “what, I’m in Honduras?” – only when looking at a map do I realise the vast distance between myself and my once home, England. We have really got to start getting our stuff together for travel, which means deciding which clothes come and which stay, which toiletries to stock up on and sorting out our little blue house. Jake and Rachel very kindly gave us a big suitcase (we have so much stuff we need an extra) and the house is feeling rather bare with this all packed up!

^sadness at packing

A huge sickness swept through the school this month, which saw almost all the teachers feeling sick – even Giselle! We both headed into school on Thursday, me feeling very perky, however within the first 20 minutes of the day I was suddenly struck! I puked a few times in my mouth but headed down to class anyways, telling myself I could last the day. I was writing Isaac’s devotional with him when I started burning up + feeling super sick so Mrs Looney kindly took me home, getting me paracetamol + Gatorade. After a goodbye hug with Isaac who told me to get better I was snug in my own bed, chatting with my mum + being cared for by the neighbours. It’s hard to feel sick when there are so many wonderful people here looking after you!

^all is better when you have Danny’s pasta

There has been the outbreak of H1N1 in Honduras which caused quite the panic in our school with parents spreading rumours about kids dying on the floor, etc. We were even visited by the health board for inspections. Thankfully, no one had the sickness and although a bunch of us were sick, it was with other illnesses. This has been causing deaths in Honduras but the sickness itself is a very bad flu so in most cases shouldn’t be fatal. The worst thing that happened was I missed Eurovision!😉

Well, I guess I had to go out with a bang on our final month! After the small sicknesses that spread through school I spent a week feeling dealing with one of the worst illnesses of my life, fully deserving of it’s own tale:https://helpcharlottehelphonduras.wordpress.com/2018/06/01/worst-wednesday-ever/

So, in other news our shower broke again… by that I mean it broke for about the 7th time, 3 days after Melvin (the dad of the fam) spent over an hour fixing it. This led us to embrace our volunteer lives + live with cold showers for the final month. The first one was a big shock + resulted in lots of strange sounds protruding from my mouth as I attempted to muffle my screams. However, slowly but surely, we became accustomed to the stream of chilly water + now it doesn’t seem so bad. In some ways it’s better (especially for the environment) as my showers are much shorter, only having the water on for the least necessary amount of time, instead of standing under the stream contemplating life. Whilst I try contain my complains, I repeat in my head that “this is healthy, this is healthy”…

The shower isn’t the only thing that broke, we now also only have one hob on our skillet that functions. This can make for difficult cooking as only one pot can be on but it’s an experience!

I had another new Honduran experience this month, courtesy of our friend Robbie who took me along with a large bowl of corn to a little house which some of his family own. There I was shown how to grind corn. By that, I mean a guy fed the corn through the grinder + my job was to collect the corn shavings + make sure they all fell into the bowl. Although by the end I was covered in yellow dust, it was super fun! Next step: learn how to be good at shaping tortillas. (A lot harder than it may look)

We also headed into Esperanza one Thursday to see his cousin’s new baby, who was just over 20 days old + so cute. We chatted for ages with Meli, her mum, who made me laugh by reminding me about how bad my Spanish was at the beginning of the year + chatting about the royal wedding (of which she had more knowledge about than me). She very sweetly gave us some delicious orange juice (can you go anywhere in Hondy without being given something?) + we stayed whilst watching little Camilia sleeping. Welcome to the world, little one!

The following Sunday we decided to take a trip with the boys. This saw us walking down the main street, trying to hitch a ride to where the Americans live as we’d heard of a good hike there. We set of, the 4 of us, in the burning Honduran sun + managed to get in the back of a truck before beginning our adventure. Lily, Jake + Rachel’s dog, accompanied us for much of the way + she is so adorable. The hike was absolutely beautiful (if a little painful) + after a lunch break of Daniel’s delicious pasta, my banana pancakes + M&Ms we struggled back home where we had to hitchhike twice but eventually were back in Yam, munching on paletas. Thanks to the boys for another amazing adventure featuring Robbie being hangry, Daniel taking us right down into the valley to find a non-existent waterfall + LOTS of pictures.

These past few weeks I’ve been trying to soak up as much as Yam as possible which means I go with the boys on little errands. For example, one of their adorable family friends lives on the top of a hill. Not only are the views from her house absolutely beautiful but she has this incredibly vegetable patch + garden that she takes such good care of. Whenever we go, we are always instructed to pick some fresh peaches off the tree + sometimes told the ones we’ve got aren’t good enough so to get more. I’m going to miss the kindness of people here so much. Giselle + I also go on lots of little walks around Yam (if its only to grab a coconut paleta) + many pictures are taken as we’re coming to the end of this adventure.

Very momentously, we made our final trip to Esperanzano to get our last big grocery hall. We only then realised how adult we actually were to head to a supermarket + pick out grocery’s. It’s going to be weird going shopping in the UK without a separate veggie market, and with all the prices so much higher.

We’ve also done some final thrifting this month, to take advantage of the bargains whilst we can. Cheap jeans, tops and jumpers have been purchased but by far the best deal was our pairs of New Balance trainers. We both happened to like a pair and though mine were originally 350L we got both for 500L! This means each it cost a measly £7.80 each and as we’re really good with our group money it came out of this as a trip so, effectively, they were free!!

In these past few weeks we’ve been walking to school most days, soaking up the views + beauty of Yam whilst we have time. It’s around 20 minutes long + a wonderful way to start the day! Here’s a video I made before Christmas documenting our route: https://youtu.be/vCsJKkxxkXs (apologies for how young we look!)

I did some covering for 2nd Grade this month as the Looneys sadly dealt with some sickness and this was time I really treasured with my kiddos. I was treated to love notes as well as the best presents: a tamale from little Diego, a bag of plums from Yanitza, peaches.. my kids rock! It warms my heart how willing to share they are, and it’s always lovely to feel appreciated.

The most exciting thing school wise this month was Founders Day – the birthday of the Vida Abudante schools. This was ace firstly because it was a half day but also because we got cupcakes!! Founders Day coincided with Katerin’s birthday so I sat with her, Allan + Diego in the assembly which featured some worship songs, praying for our schools + a really interesting video about the history of the schools. When Yam popped up in the videocall the kids screamed their heads off – we’re very proud of this school☺️ On my other side were the nivelación kids who never fail to make me laugh so all in all, it was a really enjoyable hour.

After Founders Day I walked home + we enjoyed a delicious meal by the new woman who works for the family as we sadly bid farewell to Marta this month. Then we got ready + piled in the back of a truck to head to Esperanza with the girls. We had a really fun, food filled afternoon with ice cream, paletas + chilling together. There was one point where I was so tired I took a nap on the cafe’s sofa but otherwise a super fun night!

Food wise (it was bound to pop up) I’ve been consuming lots of Honduran brekkies because they are so incredibly delicious and time is limited. Beans, tortillas (por supuesto), cheese, egg, plantain… aaaah… here’s a little blog about how to make it:

As well as this I attempted to make Spanish tortilla and though it wasn’t as good as my mum’s it did have the comforting effect I had desired so I was happy!

^can you even call that tortilla?

One Saturday morning we walked into Cafe Aroma to be greeted by a sea of white faces. The La Union people were in town for the weekend! We had a lot of fun showing them around: taking them up to the view point, to Blueberry (of course!) + showing them our gigantic market then nearly watching them faint at the amount of veggies available😉 afterwards Meggie the Veggie headed back to Yam with us with our Americans taking care of the other Americans. We bought a LOT of snacks and settled down for a evening of chatting.

I was randomly invited to the birthday party of a Aunt of the family’s this Saturday night. Along with my hermanitos, Robbie + Danny, and their older sister, Denia, we made our way there side stepping puddles in the rain that was hammering down to be welcomed into a very full house. Almost immediately we were sat down for food (of course) + were served an incredibly yummy meal of: rice; nachos, beans + cheese; 3 types of meat (chicken, beef + rib), salad + of course tortillas. After just consuming a coconut paleta – I was stuffed! Then came the best part: cutting the cake! We prayed, sang many birthday songs + took some family pictures. I was even invited in for some which was super sweet as even a gringa can become part of the family!

One day, as the rain was pattering down outside, Dulce came to the door armed with a baby.

Scarier than a baby, one night Giselle had cleaned the bathroom so taken the plug out the shower. In the middle of the night I innocently headed to the bathroom but heard scuttling so flicked on the light. Suddenly, a large mouse ran across the room and back down the drain. Urgh! It was all I could do to suppress my screams and luckily not wake Giselle, especially when I thought a semita was another mouse and jumped 20 feet in the air. Though, this has definitely taught us to always have the plug in the shower.

After my sickness that saw me miss 4 1/2 days of school (what a useful volunteer😉) we had the K5 graduation on Saturday night. After a day in town we headed to Abi’s church and quickly changed into dresses (cue toilet selfies) before welcoming parents into the venue. It turned out to be an adorable night with the cuties from K5 dressed to impress in their gowns + doing some very complex dances that we were instructed to snap pictures of. It felt really weird to watch awards being handed out to our students and knowing the year is swiftly coming to a close. We got pretty upset thinking about how quickly time passes out here! However, the night ended on a high as we had the opportunity to have some really cute staff photos taken. I feel super fortunate to be surrounded by such inspiring teachers who clearly love what they do – thanks for this year guys!!

Afterwards we headed with the boys to a little restaurant as it was their final night with us before they headed back to university. It felt really weird to be all dressed up, going for a nice meal, but we had such a laugh together before a late hitchhike home. Then; the hardest part: saying goodbye. My hermanitos are family to me now and I cannot imagine a life without their laughter and Daniel’s food😉 just joking, but in seriousness, saying goodbye hurt more than I thought and I think it’s safe to safe there wasn’t a dry eye in the room. Big love to the boys for making our time in Yam so memorable and being such ace brothers – we love you!!💙 it’s definitely not the same without them to sit around the ornia and chat with after school.

That Sunday we waved them off to Teguc and spent the afternoon in Aroma Cafe as the rain poured down outside.

As it has been the last week of full proper classes, it has been very bittersweet. It meant we had final tests (cue me being very proud at Isaac doing a substantial amount of his math alone) and a big staff appreciation meal which was so much fun!

On Thursday we headed out to the top of the road + met Ana/Bertha who laughed a little at the fact we were matching in our Lenca tips (as did the Americans). We decided to hitchhike but they refused so when a truck came along + stopped we hopped in the back + headed into Esperanza, before walking to La Hacienda for the meal, and realising we were ridiculously early (of course) even though in British time we were slightly late.

The Hondurans naturally turned up 30 minutes late then spent ages taking pictures which of course we decided to hop in on before an amazing anafre. Each person was handed a little card with a name on and for each letter we had to come up with a trait. I was given Mrs Arriaga, our social studies teacher, who I described as lovely, amazing, small + with paletas que son ricas 😉 we each had to guess who the others had + I was very lucky that Swanly had me (our sort of secretary) who was adorable! We also were each given a treasure chest and had to say our best treasure from the year. Mine is simply everything, every moment, every child I’ve had the honour of working with, the whole thing. I’ve been so fortunate this year!! Then there were little presents for all the staff who were leaving even sweetly including Giselle and I as we were gifted a beautiful photo frame with the staff picture inside. Thank you for everything ALCS! I know nothing in this world is perfect but for me our school is pretty close. There were many speeches but my favourite by far was Shawna’s as she had bought stationary for each staff with a reason why – us assistants received markers. We love you, Shawna!! It was very hard for me to keep my eyes dry during this night, and it wasn’t because we were surrounded by incredible food (chicken, beef, chorizo, beans, chismol, chips, cheese, etc) – I’m seriously going to miss our incredibly Yamily💙

I cannot believe in a roughly 2 months time I will be in my bedroom in the UK with a double bed, more clothes than I need + missing Honduras. This year has flown by but truly I’ve loved every second.

Right now we’re having our final weekend in La Esperanza which means thrifting, our favourite soup + a trip to Blueberry🎉

Thanks to everyone who has made this month so amazing, I’m am going to miss life here with all of my heart. I will be writing my final school blogs this week (sob) so keep an eye out for them! It’s hard to believe this is our last week in our little house but regardless:

Sending good vibes from a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Charlotte

Perfect Partnership

It’s one of those things where if you were made to, you could probably do it alone. But it feels a whole of a lot better with someone by your side.

I’m extremely grateful to have been given Giselle as a project partner. Somehow, even though we were completely different in the UK + probably wouldn’t have got on, we really do get on incredibly well here. Which is rather hilarious as we both admit if we’d met at college we wouldn’t have spoken – I was far too preppy and she too girly😉

We were thrown into living together and though started as complete strangers we became more like adopted sisters. Sounds cheesy, I know. However, once someone has held you as you’ve cried, as they’ve listened to you chat obsessively about what happens in your days, as they’ve slept less than a metre away from you for a year they become something more than just a friend. Here’s Giselle and I in our first photo in Honduras:

Thankfully, Giselle speaks fluent Spanish, having lived in Spain. This meant that the first few weeks were a lot easier for us as we could chat with locals, buy veggies without being too ripped off and make friends with the family – so I’ll be forever grateful to Giselle for this. It’s also made all of our travel a heck of a lot easier as she can ask complicated questions as well as ring up hotels – though now my Spanish is much improved she doesn’t have to have the responsibility for all the talking. As well as this, Giselle is a travel junkie and adores travelling which was ace as this is definitely not my area of skill. We are very similar in lots of ways (attitudes, sense of humour and the fact we’re both pretty chilled) – enough so that the whole school believes we’re sisters, aaaaay! However the ways we’re different really do compliment each other. For example, I’m slightly more extroverted so Giselle feels more comfortable in social situations with me (her words, not mine) and the ways I stress aren’t the ways Giselle stresses. She’s a much better cook than I’ll ever be so the evenings when she’s in the kitchen see us eating better food and when Giselle cleans, she really cleans. What’s Giselle taken from me? Surprisingly, lots of things. My music taste for one (it’s always 80s time in our house, wooo!) as well as my love for journaling. At the start of the year she did briefly run with me and I did get her to read a couple of books (slight struggle with this one) but these habits didn’t quite last. We’re still different in lots of ways but our similarities have really grown over the past 10 month, which isn’t surprising seeing as we spend 95% of our time together. Something Giselle probably doesn’t know (surprise, buddy) is that she’s really helped me. On the surface it may seem Giselle became a lot more like me, and whilst that’s true to an extent I learnt some really valuable life lessons through her. Firstly, I say yes a lot more now. Whereas before I wouldn’t ask if we could do something, I’d just assume the answer was no, with Giselle I saw that the answerwill always be no if you don’t ask. Always. So, you may as well ask! I was shown the more adventurous side of myself, that becomes okay with hitchhiking (in moderation), that is willing to try a lot more new things + that isn’t afraid to ask for pictures of cool things. Of course, I’m still Charlotte. The things that use to make me uncomfortable still do, but no where near to the same extent. I was shown how to be a really good teacher + doing nivelación with Giselle was such a joy + we always had so much fun. So thanks buddy, because the year wouldn’t be the same without you at my side💙We’ve of course had some hard times. There was that one night of homesickness when we lost power for the first time and we both wanted to be in the UK. At times when I’ve been sick I’ve sobbed uncontrollably in Giselle’s arms. We’ve been stuck in La Esperanza at 9 o’clock with a power cut, being surrounded by creepy men in the dark. There’s also been the inevitable travelling nightmares – being stuck in places, having to change plans and only having each other. But for all the bad times, we’ve been blessed with joyful ones too, and these by far outweigh the bad ones. I’ve had to shower Giselle using a bucket and pila water (and what a bonding experience that was!), she’s given me a makeover and we even had a couples getaway to Amapala💙Throughout this entire year, I’ve had one person continually by my side. That I’ve completely relied on. That I trust in completely. Giselle is more than just my project partner. She’s truly one of my best buds, and if you think I’m just saying this because it sounds cute, I should point out she’ll be spending 10 days in my house this summer. Not only will she be celebrating another birthday with me (hopefully better than your 18th with our incredible pancakes + opening presents in your sleeping bag), but we’ll be celebrating my 19th by seeing George Ezra together then going to DeBriefing together! I cannot thank Project enough for whatever skill they used to match us or fate, if skill was nothing to do with it.

Thank you for everything Giselle: the memories, the laughs, the dance parties, the hugs + for introducing me to doing travelling well. I love you, sis💙From a crisp sandwich and a scotch egg (who is trying not to cry too much) in a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Charlie x

Cocina Conmigo #4 The Perfect Breakfast

On my Saturday mornings I love to spend some time making what I consider the perfect Honduran breakfast. Often this comes with some help from the neighbours + of course with the ingredients unique to this country. But if you happen to have access to what’s located below, give it a go:

⁃ beans

⁃ Tortillas made of corn

⁃ Honduran cheese (either hard cheese/cuajada)

⁃ Eggs

⁃ Plantains

⁃ Optional: avocado, mantequilla (Honduran sour cream)

Step One: find a Honduran to help.😉 okay, it’s not necessary, but it will turn out a lot better if you do!

Actual Step One: make your beans. These take the most time (unless you have them predone in the fridge ) + all you have to do is cook them in a large pan with lots of water for quite a while. Once this is done, you can eat them like that or, if you prefer, licuadate them with onion + garlic then fry them for refried beans – also super yummy!

Step Two: fry your plantain. You don’t need too much oil + you just slice up that baby however you like + throw it in, turning it after about 2 minutes if it’s on high heat. Just warning you – plantain can burn quickly if you’re not careful!

Step Three: plate these two items, grating some cheese over the top + throw some tortillas in a pan/on the ornilla to heat up

Step Four: cut some tomatoes + pop these in a pan to cook downc occasionally stirring. Once soft whip up some eggs + add these – after you add the egg the cooking process is extremely quick so stir continually.

Step Five: your plate should be ready! Coffee/orange juice seem to be our family’s favourites to pair with this food so fill up a mug + you’re done! If using mantequilla/avocado these can be plated as well + I would highly reccomend acocado with this😋

Enjoy this version of Plato típico, but I’m warning you, once you make it the 1st time it’ll quickly become you’re favourite…

From a little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Charlie x

PS. This dish is technically also cena típica so just change the time of day you make it and BOOM – perfect Honduran dinner!

Worst Wednesday Ever.

I have a camomile tea in my hand, big fluffy socks on + am tucked up in bed, feeling exhausted. Isn’t it Friday? Yup. Shouldn’t I be at school? Yup. I should be at school, if I hadn’t had one of the craziest weeks of my life.

^Monday, whilst I felt healthy

Let’s go back to Monday, where I went to school feeling absolutely fine – in fact, quite radiant. After about an hour at school I began to feel nauseous, lethargic and was barely able to focus on my work. I pulled Isaac up to the front so I could sit on a stool and lean on the desk as we worked through math together. As I work from 7:40-12:20 on Monday’s I hung in for the morning, progressively feeling worse. At lunch I was advised by most people to head home, so trudged over to Jake to let him know the bad news. I totally expected to be back the next day after an afternoon of rest.

I spent the afternoon in bed, feeling pukey and gross with a fever. I’d been wearing my coat the whole day, fully zipped up with the hood up and when my kids asked why I said I was cold, leading to some of them feeling my head. I got lots of “Miss, but you’re so warm!” And if that wasn’t a sign something wasn’t right, I don’t know what is.

I did manage to finally finish ‘A Tale Of Two Cities’ as Giselle instructed me not to attend our lesson with the neighbours. Angelica (one of the mums) very kindly bought me round the dinner I was missing out on before I hung with the older boys, watching Extr@ – what better distraction from pain then bad Spanish humour?!

The next day I was super achey + feeling very sick so I stayed in bed. The neighbours managed to conscience me to leave my cave to watch the Día del árbol parade that ALCS 1st + 7th Grade we’re featured in which meant I saw Giselle’s face as she passed as well as some of our kids, looking very cute. After that standing I had to retire straight back to bed where I was fed Baleadas and managed to fall back asleep. Once Giselle returned from school I marked papers from test I missed and headed to bed early.

Wednesday morning. 1am. A little gringa awakes.

I felt like I was going to vomit, and actually spent the best part of 30 minutes by the toilet, waiting for this. My stomach felt rough, I was shivering + beginning to freak out just a little. I videocalled my mum who managed to relax me enough for my stomach pains to subside enough for me to fall back asleep, though these abruptly awakened me 15 minutes later. It was the same pain from February, but so much worse. I helplessly rolled around my matress, sobbing + begging for the pain to stop.

The neighbours were incredible + responded to my cries for help extremely quickly with Robbie running to check on me then getting his mum to ring people asking who could take me to a hospital. Her sister (Angelica’s) husband responded so quick and I managed to call out to Giselle. I’d been sleeping in the kitchen so I didn’t disturb her in the night if I puked or started to feel ill, who ran in + held me as I continued to cry. Suddenly lots of people were coming into the house, Mercedes was praying over me + I was telling my mum down the phone not to worry, that I was going to be going to La Esperanza. Giselle helped me change my clothes + I was half carried to the truck where I lay across her lap for the 20 minutes it took us to reach the clinic.

Immediately my temperature and blood pressure were taken before an IV was inserted + blood test then urine test were taken. Due to how weak I felt I almost vomitted at that, then was told I was being transferred to another room. Unsure of what exactly was happening, I followed, to realise it was a private room. We were told we would be staying for 2 hours, though this turned into 12. The next thing that happened was I was put on my first ever drip which was something new (though I wouldn’t really recommend as a “must do” experience in Hondy) + fed painkillers as well as medicine for my stomach (I had a particularly nasty intenstine infection).

^ a not very with it Charlotte excited about her 1st IV

This saw me dealing with diorehea, vomiting + genuinely feeling extremely feeble after 2 hours of sleep. The whole day saw me falling in and out of sleep, stationed on the bed. Luckily there were 2 sofas, a TV and a private bathroom which made it a lot more comfortable for Giselle + Robbie who kindly stayed with me.

Although it was a pretty terrible day, there were funny parts such as the fact every time I wanted to use the bathroom facilities Giselle had to help me wheel my drip across the room.

Who knows at what time I began to feel my head itching. Again, for the third time, I vaguely thought about the fact my hair just probably needed a wash. It was only when the nurse came in to check on me that Giselle mentioned there were spots on my head that hadn’t been there before so I peeled back my covers to find the familiar angry, red rash making its way across my body. We joked I was allergic to Honduras and I was given some medication, but after an hour the rash had spread not only over my stomach but legs, arms + back. After 2 more shots of whatever steroids reduce allergies as well as a tablet + a nap it finally began to subside.

^ believe it or not, that was my stomach

This meant I could be placed on a 2nd drip + wait to see what would happen next. Thankfully, even after their busy days at work, the family showed up, bearing lots of food for the other 2 who hadn’t really been able to eat or leave for the entire day. We’d all been surviving off low phone batteries + not a lot else so supplies were bought such as a book for me, spare clothes + chargers. I cannot express my joy at being surrounded by people that I love. They even argued with the clinic that I was a volunteer which stopped my medical bills rising in cost. Jake showed up as well as I didn’t have the 4,000L needed to pay for my treatment in cash. I cannot express my gratitude for everyone that looked after me during this time enough, thank you so so so incredibly much💙

I was instructed to try eat some very plain potatoes and tea then we settled down to wait + see if I would vomit. If yes, more clinic time. If not, I would be free to go. Since I hadn’t consumed anything except my drip all day it was a struggle but a few potoates managed to get past my lips + managed to stay down.

Finally, as I was finishing my 2nd drip at 6:30, the IV was taken out and I was discharged, to the happiness of everyone waiting with me. The cannula was left in my arm overnight in case I needed more treatment but besides this I left the hospital and saw the sun for the first time that day, though it was setting.

Once home I had to assure everyone that I was okay: the neighbours, my friends + especially my family in the UK. I’m so incredibly sorry to everyone who I worried here, to my kids who I couldn’t help at school + my parents who must have been seriously freaking out! A specially big sorry to Giselle who sat with me the entire day, held me as I cried + was genuinely amazing through it all💙 I’ve been a pretty crummy partner this week being super sick + not with it but I couldn’t ask for a better person to look after me! I love you buddy!!

Unfortunately, sickness is not something we can control – though the kindness I was shown warmed up my little soul💙💙 I got to hang out with with my 3 best buds as Daniel had made us all soup + their cheerful company was just the medicine I needed☺️

That night I slept a long time but was of course awake at 5:30 the next day – even when I’m sick my body sticks to its habits! The neighbours took me back to the clinic where I was given the all clear, the IV pulled from my arm + I had to buy lots of mediciation I’m currently taking.

^IV free happiness

Though recovery is slow, it is here. I had another rough night with mild pain and discomfort and I’m still to weak to go back to school just yet but I have high hopes that Monday will see me reunited with my kiddos, where I wanna be! In times like this, not only do I miss my family, but also the good old NHS! We don’t quite realise how lucky we are until you don’t have access to this incredible health service. I have to admit though, a private room, checks almost every 30 minutes or so, the amount of mediciation I was administered (that I quickly lost count of) and my health for £120 doesn’t sound as terrible as it did when I was lying in that room.

^ at least the world is still beautiful✨ this was Yam this morning!

To everyone at home: I’m okay! I’m going to survive and I’ve been instructed to stick to a veggie + soup diet, which really is not bad thing for me. Although I can’t say I particularly enjoyed this last week it was such a comfort to be surrounded by so many amazing, caring people. Honduras has ceartainly thrown some crazy surprises at me but I wouldn’t change this year for the world. Also, special thanks to 6th Grade, whose Get Well Soon cards made me tear up yesterday – I really miss being at school!

However, I do believe Monday will find me again in the classroom, where I want to be for every day of our last 2 weeks, hugging my wonderful little kiddos.

Sending good vibes from my bed in my little blue house in Yamaranguila,

Charlottex